Some days, I constantly feel as if my heart was swollen and uncomfortable would press against the ribs. I cringe when I meet someone on the street who even remotely looks like he has his nose or his hair, and I have always again remember that the route, which represented before not too long ago looking for a seemingly endless vacation trip, now lies between us.
Fortunately, the missing not always so bad - after three weeks in August, I was the first day when I was alone, even a little glad for my freedom. My small shared flat is just for two people in it - caused by bad weather - any squat, quickly constricting. But now it's pretty hard to endure somehow .. mainly because I feel as if we the days two weeks ago could not make the best use because in my skin (I'm Neurodermitikerin) so bad.
This is the main disadvantage at a distance relationship, I think - time is incredibly precious, and when you hang around even just apathetic in the area, while the love is there, it is much faster frustrated as it normally would be. Now that I have until 16.10. wait, I'm obviously very healthy and would love to do a thousand things with him, not to mention a noticeable game deficit completely. Typical.
But all Motzen Maulen and helps yes but nothing, so I try, the waiting time that is not filled in by letter and phone calls together to use as a constructive, read a lot, watch movies in an entrepreneurial, something .. The usual distraction strategies indicated. Currently: Topical crafts - in addition to a project for his birthday I've stitched a "woman Gruki" sweatshirt and oversized cups, which he bought to make his coffee-addicted girlfriend's life, painted.
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